07/10/2009
Lets start with Friday…
A bunch of japanese students came for a visitation for culture exchange program…
Although the lower 6 students learned how to speak a lil bit, seriously very little bit of japanese but we still can manage to communicate… It’s more of to writing and doing sign language actually…
People say japanese are educated.. but to me they(the japanese that came) are hell no.. they can hardly understand english… their english standard is seriously low.. just like our kindergarten standard…. Im not insulting or exaggerating but it’s REAL!!!
Despite the talking part, I had so much fun… All I could say is: IT’S AWESOME!!!! THEY ARE SO FUN TO BE WITH!!!
Their singing was good…
I took lots of photos on that day…. Enjoy them…
us before going crazy… hahah….
my new friend~~
Hiroki~~ The most popular guy…
the guy sitting at my right side…
Yuki~
bah.. itu la dia… partner for the day…
look at the crowd…
crazy group photo…. see our boss down there…
Then it’s family fun day at the beach….
It was fun with all the games, the sunlight and also the FOOD (roast lamb)!!!
Everyone was burnt except for me.. i dont really feel the burn because the pain was on my head…. Migraine again i guess…
not many photos was taken as i was busy and im not the photographer for the day….
but still there are a few though:
china guys…
us….
migraine started…
happy family….
That is all for today.. going off to watch series… im addicted…. tata~ sayonara~
28/09/09
Happy 10th anniversary to TOMMY and DIDI….
Fui~~ time passed by so fast… i can still remember i attended your wedding as a kid sitting at a corner of the church… and slowly the three princesses came along.. and now its ten years memory already….
They are 1 of the couple that i admire and always make me felt impressed…
I like the way they treat each other…
I like the way they respect each other…
I like the way they help each other…
And most importantly the way they love each other…
They tell me that it’s not easy to get there which i think it’s quite true..
Love is not a easy thing.. It has to be from both side…
If one side is giving much more than the other side, the relationship will not be successful.. it shall always be equal….
Well, maybe i have much more to learn before i can reach the stage they are going through now…
Im happy that they are always willing to share with me if i have any question…..
May God bless this wonderful couple and their beautiful children…. And pray that much more ten years will come….
26/09/09
Busy busy busy…
Since I’ve started form 6 I have no time for myself…. Everyday rushing for the busy schedule…
The only time I can have fun is when i sneak out from house and go have some fun with my friends… I sounded like i hate home.. but, i really need some air from outside sometimes.. If not, I’ll go nuts…
Parents are really freaking me out since the day i registered form 6… They ask me to stop every activity including serving in church… No more hanging out with friends… No more late night… crazy curfew will be set if i go out… If I don’t get back on time, i will have to see their ‘charcoal’ face for a few days… What is wrong with their brains??? i have already enough stress from school… I don’t need anymore from home… Can’t they just see my suffering and let me go have some fun…
Homework and assignments keep me up till late night nowadays… the teachers are dam lazy to teach.. They just give you tons of homework ask you to do and read the thick textbook yourself… So what’s the point of going to school???? They say this is the way form 6 study… hell no.. I don’t see my friends from west malaysia or other schools say that… my school teachers are just lazy… never put in effort and blame the students for not paying attention or not doing their homework when the result is not good… this is my school….
Politics are everywhere nowadays… Even in school… How i wish i did not nominate myself to become the president of the form 6 association… i regretted like hell.. If only i know that the teacher is always in control of everything and try to manipulate everything, i definitely wont make the stupid decision…. what is the point of fooling myself there… O Dear God save me!!!!!! if i deal with this kind of fake people everyday, i will be in the coffin very early…. but instead of complaining here, i will try to make a transformation in my school activity.. i will try my best i promise.. if i cant, then i’ll resign.. because i don’t want to cope with useless people and learn to be a hypocrite… im proud of being a christian because it teaches me how to handle things and be a better person….
that is all the suckish stuff i’ve been through this few months.. but there is also nice and fun fun stuff…
my beloved friends that went to kl study, came back for holidays… had so much fun during our reunion again.. now hoping time to pass by quick so i can make my visit to kl again and go visit all of them and have lots of crazy times with them…
God is very merciful to me.. Although i spent less time with Him sometimes, He was there for me all the time. whenever i call upon him for help, He has no doubt but came to save me.. so many times i broke down and felt like giving up, He was there for me… If it wasn’t God’s grace and mercy, I’m already dying or crazy already… Im given chance to lead praise and worship in church for two times already… i honestly say that i have no confidence at myself at all because I’m lacking of experience and skills.. I can do nothing but through God I can do everything, isn’t that wonderful…? God’s power is just special and extraordinary, much more than what we can expect… all glory and praise belong to God… Is because of the stretch I’ve grown, i learned…. i don’t care how much do i need to sacrifice, i’m gonna keep going for God…. I’ll keep on stretching myself and seeking for God’s voice to continue this long and wonderful journey….
And i had a great bonding with a bunch of people in school.. our relationship is just great and getting better each day.. just pray that God will use me as a tool in school and let his light shine upon them through me….
so many words for this post… picture time now.. stay with me till the last picture k….
Thank you for scrolling down till here….
I will try my very best to post at least 1 post in a month.. don’t wanna neglect my precious blog…
Blessings to all!!!!! bye~~
Congratulations to Elsa & Damian….
i enjoyed so much during their wedding…
They look so fabulous together… Pretty bride and charming groom… Perfect match!!!!!!
Pray that God will bless this wonderful couple as they start their love journey together…
30/07/2009
My class teacher came to talk to me today…
He asked me whether i still want to continue studying or not?? or i just went to school to waste my time??
because he heard some people say I am leaving soon…
Besides, i was absent for school for quite many days….
His question really strucked me because i did not think a about this at all…
All i am hoping is that teacher college-IPG will take me in… God affirmed me that He will put me in but He says to wait… so i should still wait right although i don’t like the feeling…
God is really testing my faith this time.. persevere Jia Jun… u can do it!!!!!!!!!
All my classmates asking whether i’ll get in or not everyday… seriously everyday…
i also wanna know the answer but i just don’t have the answer…
if i have the answer i’ll definitely tell the whole world.. so please please don’t ask me again k… im really suffering now…
forcing myself to wake up for school and dragging myself to school make me feels so bad…
Hope and pray harder now…..
so this is a question that i should really consider: whether should i continue form6??? can i get good result without any commerce background.. i was doing science for two years…. pray pray pray and decide…..
p/s: having so much stress in my head… im afraid that my head will explode….
25/07/2009
So I am here to blog about my stupid fellow friends that escaped school on friday…. ahahhaha…..
Early in the morning, I sent sis to airport and then bro to the pool…
After that, I went to school and slept in the car…
some of my classmates saw me but did not come to say hi so i bet there is something going on but they don’t want to tell me… Btw, i fell asleep because i am too tired.. I don’t even bother to ask what is going on.. ya.. call me pig….
when the school bell rang, i went in to class…. and surprisingly i see no them…
They escaped from school… one of them drove them out…
As they exit from the school back door, ‘luckily’ saw by our class teacher as he enter….
So the class teacher asked class monitor- Christina where are they and stuff like that..
Christina came back to the class and asked me to call them so i did because she said teacher will call their parents if he doesn’t see them in school….
Apparently, Teacher came to the class and checked…
in my heart, i was laughing like hell…. i was thinking how ‘lucky’ are they… evil me…
No joke at all.. teacher really called their parents one by one… but how lucky they are to have me as friend to tell them what will the teacher do…
they called their parents right before the teacher called…. so that’s what saved them from the mess… but unfortunately some of them were scolded kao kao by their parents… hahaha….
This is roughly what happened yesterday…
actually what is the point of escaping??? we only had one period that is pengajian am which teacher came late for the whole day…
I had so much fun talking and watching movie in school while they are having so much ‘fun’ and worrying what will happen to them next…
So the moral of the story is do not ever try to escape school because luck will definitely NOT be by your side…. maybe something worse than that will happen to you…
P/S: this is not to disgrace my friends but i want to tell you, you, and you that escape is definitely not the right choice….
this week i had so much fun in school.. i took so many crazy pictures with friends.. enjoy them….
20/07/2009~~ updates….
SORRY to all my readers for neglecting my blog….
I have been so busy for the past few months since school started…..
This is how i look like in my new uniform:
I was so worried before entering form 6 because all my close friends went to somewhere else to study…. but somehow God just send some beautiful people into my life that i can share all my laughters and tears with…
lets see how awesome are they:
Do not be sad if i missed you out, cause i just don’t have your pictures…. wait till i have them, i’ll post it up….
Apart from school, I was busy in church… So many changes has take place and my responsibilities has add on….
I am so grateful for all the things that God has given me…. Just like yesterday, i was given a chance to lead 2 songs during service with my God mother…. Many uncles and aunties including pastor gave me double thumbs up… I was so so so so happy…. All glory and honour goes to God alone but not me…
Besides that, I am leading a cell group now.. Although there are problems in my group.. But I’m still feeling happy and satisfied although some people are worried about my group… I believe God has his plan and destiny for my cell group and the members… I will continue to put my faith in God that He will change everything to be good…
For now, i am waiting for my re- appeal application to teacher’s college or known as IPG…. I will know the result quite soon… Just pray and really hope that I will get it… Pray for me k???
I think this is all for today… have to continue with my homework again…..
Pictures time:
Matt finally left me!!!!!! sad sad sad….
my corner on the ph room wall….
lazy lazy lazy…
I am so lazy to update…
If u really wanna read my blog again then please leave comment in this post or maybe just scold me for my laziness….
Maybe I’ll revive my blog again.. hahahah….
19/05/2009~ TERIMA KASIH BANYAK BANYAK….
Things are getting better now for me… Thank you so much for all the prayers and understanding… Thank you for caring….
Am getting use to the life now.. Most probably just wait for God to tell me whats next…
I’ll keep on trusting God no matter what comes against me… And lean not to my own understanding, but to rely on him…
One important lesson learnt: Call upon the Lord, whenever you feel empty or lost or desperate.. whenever you needed someone to talk to, think of God.. He will definitely come and support you and give you a big hug…
Thank God for healing me.. God gave me a super natural and powerful power to overcome hardships…. I love you Lord… Gonna serve you for the rest of the days with all my heart, all my soul, all my mind, and also all my strength…
Lastly, thank you so much for supporting me….
13/05/2009~ At the bottom of the mountain….
This is the first post that I don’t know what to write…. will keep on typing until I’m lost of words… But trust me these are the words kept inside my heart for the past week and it’s bothering me a lot… It makes me keep on thinking and thinking….
Everything happening in me and around me is really pulling me down…
I have to seek God more… Pray more everyday…
I’m a bit lost and really still asking God what does he really intend me to do??? Me, myself also don’t know what do I really want….
complicated feelings and messy mind….
I just feel like i’m standing at the bottom of the mountain,not knowing how far i can go, not knowing how am I suppose to get up there and don’t know what is waiting for me at the peak…
I really don’t like the feeling of waiting… Maybe God is testing me now….
I should be still and have patience and also faith…
All i can do now is pray, pray pray and pray….
All you can do now is also pray for me… that is the main idea of posting this post… try not to ask me any question cause i don’t think i will have the answer…
