06/07/2010~ school started
started orientation last monday and ended on friday. sleep not more than 3 hours a day. but I have to persevere, because this is my choice, this is my calling. i will not give up. i will go on and finish well. promise myself. promise God.
21/06/2010 Got it!!!!
Thank God for giving me this wonderful opportunity to study in IPGM Gaya. Another miracle for me. But i just wanna testify about God’s faithfulness. remember a year ago where i have this post of waiting??? https://swimjun.wordpress.com/2009/07/30/30072009/ He really hears our prayer and answer them one by one. The answers may be yes, may be no, may be yes but wait. But overall, He does answer. He will never fail us but instead put us into test and trials in order to keep us strong and able. All we have to do is to put our full trust in Him, and allow Him to work in our lives. sounds easy … but u will only learn, if you allow God to move in you. I am indeed very amazed and blessed by the way God works. it’s worth the 1 year of waiting. I really grew a lot in many area of my life. Going to tung ling as an act of obedience opens up impossible doors. God really showed me how to be obedient and how to be patient. thank God for this wonderful testimony. This story adds another colour to the beautiful picture that God has draw for me. i can’t wait to see the full picture though. be patient girl…
when I start school, I’m gonna be crazily busy…. your prayers are highly appreciated… 
God bless!!!!
hey hey….
I am back from Tung Ling. seriously sounds like a miracle because i have this chance to study in a bible college. I could never even dream about it. Despite all the obstacles and challenges, I made it through. I really wanna thank God for His good works and the people He has sent to bless me. How can you not boast about Him if you have a great God? I just can’t stop myself from thinking how good he is towards my life. Everything is going fine for me now. starting to teach swimming already to earn some cash. seriously need them to survive. I am currently helping my parents and also waiting for the IPG result which will be out by mid-June. Pray hard that I’ll get it in K.K, Sabah.
Reading back my old post, reflecting back really helps me think a lot. I didn’t know I use to be so naive and shallow. well.. studying in Tung Ling did help help me a lot. In managing my emotions, the way I act, I am changed. not the outside, but the inside.The way i look at things is so different now. God really taught me how to see things from His eyes. I am still learning how to though. seeing things in different perspective, does changes a lot. it helps in every situation. I thank God for allowing me to change in this way. Am very happy with my state now, but this will not stop me from moving on and getting to know God more. will keep on this journey with the encouragement from the S.O.M classmates to do better in all ways.
on the way to Penang. long journey….
kl kl kl~~~
hey greetings from me…….
one post for a month is really pushing myself to blog more often…
im so dead nowadays…. everyday i have to drag myself to do everything… how awful can that feel… that’s what people call life right??? I sounded so emo… hahaha….
FYI~ IM IN KL NOW!!!!!! one of the shopping heaven in Malaysia… and i live nearby to 1utama n the curve… im so bored of shopping already now.. maybe i should stop it.. hahha…. (nonsense)
yay yay!!! christmas is coming soon… lots of activities will be coming and i see enjoyment rolling to me…
but there is so much things to be settled… wait till i go back to kk all my duties starts immediately… hope all the stress will be paid off… ok ok… enough for that…
show u pictures of food i had in kl.. seriously very nice…. heheheh………
That’s all for now… will upload again soon… be hungry people!!! hahhahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
07/10/2009
Lets start with Friday…
A bunch of japanese students came for a visitation for culture exchange program…
Although the lower 6 students learned how to speak a lil bit, seriously very little bit of japanese but we still can manage to communicate… It’s more of to writing and doing sign language actually…
People say japanese are educated.. but to me they(the japanese that came) are hell no.. they can hardly understand english… their english standard is seriously low.. just like our kindergarten standard…. Im not insulting or exaggerating but it’s REAL!!!
Despite the talking part, I had so much fun… All I could say is: IT’S AWESOME!!!! THEY ARE SO FUN TO BE WITH!!!
Their singing was good…
I took lots of photos on that day…. Enjoy them…
us before going crazy… hahah….
my new friend~~
Hiroki~~ The most popular guy…
the guy sitting at my right side…
Yuki~
bah.. itu la dia… partner for the day…
look at the crowd…
crazy group photo…. see our boss down there…
Then it’s family fun day at the beach….
It was fun with all the games, the sunlight and also the FOOD (roast lamb)!!!
Everyone was burnt except for me.. i dont really feel the burn because the pain was on my head…. Migraine again i guess…
not many photos was taken as i was busy and im not the photographer for the day….
but still there are a few though:
china guys…
us….
migraine started…
happy family….
That is all for today.. going off to watch series… im addicted…. tata~ sayonara~
28/09/09
Happy 10th anniversary to TOMMY and DIDI….
Fui~~ time passed by so fast… i can still remember i attended your wedding as a kid sitting at a corner of the church… and slowly the three princesses came along.. and now its ten years memory already….
They are 1 of the couple that i admire and always make me felt impressed…
I like the way they treat each other…
I like the way they respect each other…
I like the way they help each other…
And most importantly the way they love each other…
They tell me that it’s not easy to get there which i think it’s quite true..
Love is not a easy thing.. It has to be from both side…
If one side is giving much more than the other side, the relationship will not be successful.. it shall always be equal….
Well, maybe i have much more to learn before i can reach the stage they are going through now…
Im happy that they are always willing to share with me if i have any question…..
May God bless this wonderful couple and their beautiful children…. And pray that much more ten years will come….
26/09/09
Busy busy busy…
Since I’ve started form 6 I have no time for myself…. Everyday rushing for the busy schedule…
The only time I can have fun is when i sneak out from house and go have some fun with my friends… I sounded like i hate home.. but, i really need some air from outside sometimes.. If not, I’ll go nuts…
Parents are really freaking me out since the day i registered form 6… They ask me to stop every activity including serving in church… No more hanging out with friends… No more late night… crazy curfew will be set if i go out… If I don’t get back on time, i will have to see their ‘charcoal’ face for a few days… What is wrong with their brains??? i have already enough stress from school… I don’t need anymore from home… Can’t they just see my suffering and let me go have some fun…
Homework and assignments keep me up till late night nowadays… the teachers are dam lazy to teach.. They just give you tons of homework ask you to do and read the thick textbook yourself… So what’s the point of going to school???? They say this is the way form 6 study… hell no.. I don’t see my friends from west malaysia or other schools say that… my school teachers are just lazy… never put in effort and blame the students for not paying attention or not doing their homework when the result is not good… this is my school….
Politics are everywhere nowadays… Even in school… How i wish i did not nominate myself to become the president of the form 6 association… i regretted like hell.. If only i know that the teacher is always in control of everything and try to manipulate everything, i definitely wont make the stupid decision…. what is the point of fooling myself there… O Dear God save me!!!!!! if i deal with this kind of fake people everyday, i will be in the coffin very early…. but instead of complaining here, i will try to make a transformation in my school activity.. i will try my best i promise.. if i cant, then i’ll resign.. because i don’t want to cope with useless people and learn to be a hypocrite… im proud of being a christian because it teaches me how to handle things and be a better person….
that is all the suckish stuff i’ve been through this few months.. but there is also nice and fun fun stuff…
my beloved friends that went to kl study, came back for holidays… had so much fun during our reunion again.. now hoping time to pass by quick so i can make my visit to kl again and go visit all of them and have lots of crazy times with them…
God is very merciful to me.. Although i spent less time with Him sometimes, He was there for me all the time. whenever i call upon him for help, He has no doubt but came to save me.. so many times i broke down and felt like giving up, He was there for me… If it wasn’t God’s grace and mercy, I’m already dying or crazy already… Im given chance to lead praise and worship in church for two times already… i honestly say that i have no confidence at myself at all because I’m lacking of experience and skills.. I can do nothing but through God I can do everything, isn’t that wonderful…? God’s power is just special and extraordinary, much more than what we can expect… all glory and praise belong to God… Is because of the stretch I’ve grown, i learned…. i don’t care how much do i need to sacrifice, i’m gonna keep going for God…. I’ll keep on stretching myself and seeking for God’s voice to continue this long and wonderful journey….
And i had a great bonding with a bunch of people in school.. our relationship is just great and getting better each day.. just pray that God will use me as a tool in school and let his light shine upon them through me….
so many words for this post… picture time now.. stay with me till the last picture k….
Thank you for scrolling down till here….
I will try my very best to post at least 1 post in a month.. don’t wanna neglect my precious blog…
Blessings to all!!!!! bye~~
Congratulations to Elsa & Damian….
i enjoyed so much during their wedding…
They look so fabulous together… Pretty bride and charming groom… Perfect match!!!!!!
Pray that God will bless this wonderful couple as they start their love journey together…
30/07/2009
My class teacher came to talk to me today…
He asked me whether i still want to continue studying or not?? or i just went to school to waste my time??
because he heard some people say I am leaving soon…
Besides, i was absent for school for quite many days….
His question really strucked me because i did not think a about this at all…
All i am hoping is that teacher college-IPG will take me in… God affirmed me that He will put me in but He says to wait… so i should still wait right although i don’t like the feeling…
God is really testing my faith this time.. persevere Jia Jun… u can do it!!!!!!!!!
All my classmates asking whether i’ll get in or not everyday… seriously everyday…
i also wanna know the answer but i just don’t have the answer…
if i have the answer i’ll definitely tell the whole world.. so please please don’t ask me again k… im really suffering now…
forcing myself to wake up for school and dragging myself to school make me feels so bad…
Hope and pray harder now…..
so this is a question that i should really consider: whether should i continue form6??? can i get good result without any commerce background.. i was doing science for two years…. pray pray pray and decide…..
p/s: having so much stress in my head… im afraid that my head will explode….
25/07/2009
So I am here to blog about my stupid fellow friends that escaped school on friday…. ahahhaha…..
Early in the morning, I sent sis to airport and then bro to the pool…
After that, I went to school and slept in the car…
some of my classmates saw me but did not come to say hi so i bet there is something going on but they don’t want to tell me… Btw, i fell asleep because i am too tired.. I don’t even bother to ask what is going on.. ya.. call me pig….
when the school bell rang, i went in to class…. and surprisingly i see no them…
They escaped from school… one of them drove them out…
As they exit from the school back door, ‘luckily’ saw by our class teacher as he enter….
So the class teacher asked class monitor- Christina where are they and stuff like that..
Christina came back to the class and asked me to call them so i did because she said teacher will call their parents if he doesn’t see them in school….
Apparently, Teacher came to the class and checked…
in my heart, i was laughing like hell…. i was thinking how ‘lucky’ are they… evil me…
No joke at all.. teacher really called their parents one by one… but how lucky they are to have me as friend to tell them what will the teacher do…
they called their parents right before the teacher called…. so that’s what saved them from the mess… but unfortunately some of them were scolded kao kao by their parents… hahaha….
This is roughly what happened yesterday…
actually what is the point of escaping??? we only had one period that is pengajian am which teacher came late for the whole day…
I had so much fun talking and watching movie in school while they are having so much ‘fun’ and worrying what will happen to them next…
So the moral of the story is do not ever try to escape school because luck will definitely NOT be by your side…. maybe something worse than that will happen to you…
P/S: this is not to disgrace my friends but i want to tell you, you, and you that escape is definitely not the right choice….
this week i had so much fun in school.. i took so many crazy pictures with friends.. enjoy them….
